Done.

Always got insulted, always got taken for granted. If only the world could turn around, and everybody start to love each other and don't hate one another. It would be nice. It's really upsetting. I have been the one who got insulted and also taken for granted. It's just upsetting like, even my closest friends did that to me. They insulted me so much. And sometimes, maybe they don't insult me. But insult my idols. Like, I didn't even insult your idols so why must you insult mine.. It's really heartbreaking, I mean, as a fan. You can know the feeling of being hatred and insulted. Yea, I know that I look like shit. I am just everyone's toy. They insult me, took advantage of me. Yea, literally everyone. It's like, I'm all alone. Forget it. I am just a piece of shit. Yea, I don't need to know how I look like, but seriously. I know I look like a piece of shit and people will tend to just talk to me because somebody who is fucking more attractive than me didn't notice them. Haaaaaaaaaaaaa. Whatever. I'm done. I hate it so much and if I never talked to anyone, don't say that I am arrogant. It's because I am fucking sick & tired of being used every single day by everybody. Fuck it, I am gonna achieve my diploma banking cert, work in a bank, have a lot of money and buy myself an apartment for me to live on my own and I wont want to tell anybody about my new apartment. Just gonna shut the fuck up. Not gonna tell anybody. Not even my family nor my closest friends.