Me.

So, hello again! It's friday today and its the last friday of my holiday! So, June holiday has been........ mmm idk eh? Hahaha, it has been okay for me la. I've been working and yea. Ayah admitted in hospital but alhamdulillah, he has recovered. But not really fully recovered la. Hmm. So, how do I say this mmm. I miss him. But I could do nothing. So................. I tried to forget but I cant. We have been strangers for nearly a month right now and like, my next term, my class wont be next to his class anymore. Idk if his class is still there but yea. And my birthday is like next week haha. Idk what to feel like srsly. Idk if I should feel happy or sad but ya. Im turning 17, wooooooo. Taknak expect apape ah. And yes, my gpa points is like so damn bad that I rlly must study harder next term! No more dates or relationships la. Just friends with benefits. Wait. That means dating too, right? Hahaha. Whatever la. Nak date ke apape ke, whatever. But all i know is, I have to study hard and no more staying back after school. Can stay la, tapi kalau untuk blaja jerr. Kalau untuk bende lain, no wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Lagipun tgh puasa and plus i am so gna be like damn tired. Hahaha. I have to spend my weekends like wisely before school's gna start. OWW YES, anyway, David Beckham is coming to sg this sunday! But from 9am-12pm hais! :( Okay la, I guess I shall stop now ok nights! :)