Life. 

It has been so hard that I kind of lose myself and lost in my own life. I don't know what to do, and when I do it, I just do it without thinking. Lately, I've been feeling so emotionally tired and I just sleep all the time. Maybe, time was what I needed for myself. Not trying to blame school or any other things that literally took a lot of my time but maybe because of how I managed them and balance them. School everyday is fine, the timings are very reasonable. Work. I find myself working during the weekends only but then. If I were to work weekends, I won't get to go out on my saturdays. But well, I'll just try my best to balance it but then to think again, I ain't sure of how to balance it but I'll try? What's important right now is, I need my time to go out on my own just like last time but maybe this time w few friends? Yeah. 

So yesterday had kenduri arwah and it was kind of unlucky cos it was my first ndp preview performance but I'm not there but it's okay though, I had a lot of fun spending my time w cousins because I kind of miss them all. So after the kenduri and makan makan, we celebrated all the july babies birthday! Unfortunately, Kak Adilah, Abang Jamal, Abang Yan, Kakak Nadia & Abang Segaff wasn't there so only left me and my both aunty and uncle. It was extremely fun but again, it's upsetting to know dad isn't here to celebrate it w me.... Moving on....

Went to Suntec City today w Humaira & bought ourselves 2 headbands and I swear the headbands are all nice and I think I'm gonna buy it again but in future la not now haha! It was kind of expensive but I think it's damn worth it for photoshoots and other kind of stuffs. Till here mua x