27 December 2017.

It's the last 3 days of 2017. It has been a really tough journey this year, I can't deny. But i thanked Him for making me the strongest person alive and for giving me all the strengths I need to overcome all the challenges that He has given to me. I would like to continue from where I stop, on my previous post, which is reflecting on whatever that has happened in November & maybe December as well? Hehe.

November - I can't deny, my mentality was still battling with the negativity that was on my mind. I couldn't help it but to always harm myself and my depression got worst. I decided to admit myself to the hospital and I stayed there for a few days until my brother came to discharged me. I then had my own psychiatrist and I'm still having follow-ups until my mood is improving. I really feel that I'm improving too and that's what I'm really proud of. I always thought I couldn't make it, I always thought I can never hold on anymore, but the fact that I did, I guess I should actually reward myself for still standing strong. I did a lot of reflection when I was in the hospital and it was honestly a great experience being there. It was indeed an eye-opener for me and I started to appreciate my life more than anything else. Few days after I was discharged, I went to this event called Celebfest AND GUESS WHAT?! I managed to see my favourite singer of all times AND I GET TO TAKE PICTURES WITH HER!!!!! I will share the photos below ok hahaha. Not only that, I get to catch Justice league with my bestfriend and honestly I would rate it 7/10 because they didn't really had that much of introduction for Cyborg & Flash. But that's okay. Hahaha. It was also the time where I started to watch Flash Series and I swear I'm loving it! November is also a very special month because it was my Bestfriend's 20th birthday and I managed to surprise her few days before I'm off for my holidays in Malacca. I bought her a pandora ring that has the same design as mine to symbolize our friendship. Not only that, I wrote her a birthday card and I also gave her a frame with our photo in it! Glad that the surprise was a success and I'm glad that she love the surprise as well as the presents too! Hehe, I love you Naz! 24th-26th November 2017, I went to Malacca to go back to my village! Like the malay sayings, "balik kampung" HAHAHA! But yep, me and my cousins booked a villa and I swear the villa was so nice! More informations about the trip, you guys can actually watch my vlogs on my youtube channel okay! Just search : yvyvl nxnxx hehe have fun watching! 

December - Not much things really happened on December but I'm so happy i managed to buy myself my favourite camera, Canon 750D & I can't help but not to feel that lonely anymore because I love to take photos so much that I can go out on my own just by taking so many pictures everywhere hehe. I also went out with my long lost friend, we went to Botanical Gardens and got our pictures taken nicely I swear HAHAHA thank you fan!! I brought myself a marble long dress and I swear I love it. But it's too long because I took the measurements wrongly.... I forgotten that I have a head HAHAHA. Nevermind, ya'll will understand why when I share the photos later! On 13 December, I went to USS and actually signed up for the Season Pass HAHAHA. It was a great day honestly, I took Cylon like 3 times and I swear I had alot of fun! 

SO AS I WAS SAYING.... The length of the dress is 140cm. My height is 157cm. So without thinking so much, I just bought the dress and I realise that I actually have a head to begin with and my measurement was wrong.... HAHAHAHA.

I'll be celebrating my New Year in KL! What about you guys? May all of you have a year that is filled with love, laughter, brightness and hope. Happy New Year everybody! Thank you for reading! See you guys again next year!