And I asked myself again.

And then I asked myself again. Define Best Friend.

1. Someone whom you can depend on.
2. Someone who can keep your secrets.
3. Someone whom you can share your happiness with.
4. Someone who'll support you on whatever you're doing.
5. Someone who is there 24/7 whenever you need them.
6. Someone who won't BETRAY you.
7. Someone who is proud to have you as their best friend too.
8. Someone whom you can trust.
9. Someone that will settle down and settle every fights & arguments you guys went through.
10. Someone, who is part of your life.

But then again, who are the ones I should call Best Friend in my life? I don't even know. I've been showing off to everyone that I am proud to call someone my Best Friend. But. Whatever my definition of Best Friend is mention above, is whatever she is not. And I ask myself again, did I misused the word Best Friend on someone who is not worth it? But then again, I know that our friendship is worth it. Unfortunately, last night was the last. She doesn't care about me anymore, she don't think of whatever I went through, she only sees the outside of whatever I am doing. And it ended just like that. I can't believe it either, but I told myself. That's just life. We let go of people and if they come back, they are meant to be ours. But if they don't, they'll just stay in our memories. Oh god, guide me through the correct path. Show me whatever that needs to be seen. Help me wake up so that I can come to my senses again. I can only look up to you now and you're the one I need the most. 

Literally the pillar to my strength, the ones that I love each and everyone of them so much the most and I'm happy to be in College West and to be in the same class as them. Without them, I don't even know what to do. Without them, the smiles on my face won't be there. So blessed to have them but among them, who are the ones I can really call My Best Friend?

Yup, I can consider her as my Best Friend. Among all of them, she knows literally a lot about what I'm going through. She's the one I search for whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on & someone whom I can depend on. We share the same secrets, we literally tell each other everything that happened and we literally have the same attitude. Sometimes, she's even there to witness my happiness and she's even involved in my happiness. I am so proud to have her and the best part about her is, HUGS. I love hugs, she loves hugs, we both love hugs. Yup, she's the one. HAHAHAHAHA. Love you Humaira. No other Humaira in this world that is as awesome as her.

Yup, you can't see his face. NO WAY. Hahahaha. He's someone whom I can consider too. Never fail to listen to my shits all the time, never fail to be there for me just like how Humaira did, never fail to always have supper with me every time but due to our tight school's schedule this term, we can't have supper together again (hais). And yes, he's also the one that I won't hesitate to tell anything that I've been through too. Basically, whatever Humaira knows about me, he knows too. And I'm honestly blessed to have met them. Without the both of them, I'm not who I am today. (CHEY PICKUP LINE) But yea, thanks to Allah for letting me have the chance to meet them and I really pray that they will stay with me forever, insyallah.

But then again, define Best Friend.